Wednesday, September 23, 2009;
Annyeong.
Can you don't treat me so nice?! in chinese lesson today i sit behind you, you put the winnie the pooh bear infront of me. i really wanted to play with it it, but i could not, i don't want to. then after vanessa took it away i felt like siian diao...then after that i saw your file...inside still keeping the card. i dno wad to do but just stare...
Then again you put it infront of me again, and even use it to kind of disturb me. i ignored u, but in the end i thought that i could not carry on le. so i just say a "huh?" and you stopped.
Every time i see you, it reminds me of my suffering and ur enjoyment with that fella. And untill now, you still are doing the same thing!! not even realising me not wanting you to do it. But, i know i can not control what kind of friend u are hanging out with or look for ya what ever-.- . So i chose to leave you alone and i am not going to talk to you, to totally give you a cold shoulder and make you realise that "i hate you" and so that u will hate me. thats the only way to end my torment and yours too ^^
Because i found out that you are much more happier and joyful when you are with that fellow.
And ya...how i wish i can keep myself guilty for a long time, not forever... i realised that my period of guiltiness is just like a period of one day ? or even one night ? Am very sorry Mr Faz...we have let you down...we utterly dissapointed you...oh ya...i hope you and Mr Ng will like the card i have spend my whole chinese lesson doing.
I think there is still room for improvement for my determination for my studies, and concentration.
You can do it Vince!! YOU CAN!! After your N u can play till like one idiot who camps at home and never go out !! play till like as if there is no tomorrow.
ok..i think i shall end here...and come to a conclusion that i sucks in my studies -.-.
Annyeonghi Jumuseyo, Annyeonghi Kesayo
SNSD FIGHTING!!
SIIANSATIONZ
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