Thursday, April 29, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
yesterday i found $20 on the floor while on my way back home,
to the kopitiam to buy my mother her lunch.
i feel really really thankful for the person who dropped the $20
but on the other hand sorry for the person too =X
then i used $10.40 to buy my assenstment books and pen refill o.o
then today sat for mother tongue paper slept quite little compared to the past
and hope i can get around 60+ ?
then went to imm subway to study my english letter format but didn't really memories much...
bought 3 pieces of cookies for dinner and few other items home for my mama =D
had a heartily chat with darius under my house downstairs
and went home to play sa with darius to my astonishment the stupid SA patch had runtime error -.-
so i had to redownload it....
good night.
annyeong~
Labels: once aloner always a loner.
fakeasmile@7:58 AM
Sunday, April 25, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
dang! woke up around 1+ today...
rushed over to opposite market to buy the offerings for my great grand parents
had mac for breakfast + lunch =D haha!!!
father drove us to the place and it started to rain but luckily the rain subsided not long after it had started.
my mother said " ah mah~ kuai dian ba yu gan zou ar~ " and guess what??
the rain really stopped after a few minutes o.o.... what a miracle horr haha!!
then after that went home liao le~
lalala~
next coming up event = BAO BA ZHANG!!!
kakaka~ can't wait to eat my ah mah bao de ba zhang!!
good night~
annyeong~
fakeasmile@8:42 AM
Saturday, April 24, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
super siian.
slept at almost 6am in the morning yesterday, now i have bloodshot eyes -.-
my eye bags and my panda eyes is getting bad to worst o.o
feeels like a zombie now LOL!!!
tomorrow going to "baisuah", pay our passed away grand parents or great grand parents a visit/respect.
i wonder how will it be like this time o.o...
and there will be a lot of people there wouldn't it -.-
hopes that it does not rain tomorrow...
don't mind if the sun rays are piercing into our skin =D
and ya hopes that the wind tomorrow won't be too big too if not we'll have a hard time burning the joss sticks , joss papers and candles.
don't really wish to see those relatives of mine...
they suck hardcore....
aish....the cycle of life and death. " shen lao bing si"
it will be our time soon in a few decades time.
woots!! i owned in sa today!!!
my 3rd supple base score was 29 kills and 11 deaths!! x) i was happy over the moon ~
anyways still very siian -.-
good night~
annyeong~
fakeasmile@10:49 AM
Friday, April 23, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
there are many types of people, with different thinking, different mind set, attitude and many more....
take for example ; some people cherish their lives but they do not have a house/ a home to stay at or live in and they really wishes to have one.
however, as for me, i have a roof over me, but i just don't like it and this life of mine.
the older i grow and the more i think...i dislike it...
maybe i have not been out to the working society and suffered a "big hit/blow"
and thats why i am disliking it now.
i seriously envies other people lives although i have almost everything which a normal human being might need or will possess, why is this so?? i also don't know...
why is suiciding in SG is illegal....
god dammit -.- people want to suicide you care so much for fuck ??
people want to die then just let them die what....
die liao still must handcuff them?
they become ghost also will not feel that they have already gained "freedom"
some times i think i just care too much of what oher people will think or how will they react and thus, resulting in me not being myself.
and i think some times i just think of something so small into something which is like a impact of an atomic bomb?
redundant isn't it ?? retarded isn't it ??
ya i know i am...wish they i wasn't born and i didn't exsist in this world.
bad/unpleasant/undesireable things just kept occuring and happening this year....
actually it already started last year, was just mild compared to what i am experiencing now.
screw everything in this world...
i just want to keep on dreaming of all the good things and hope that it won't come to an end.
BUT! Good things always will come to an END!!
the sky is still so gloomy~ i can't see the light....
good night.
annyeong~
Labels: yet another gloomy sky
fakeasmile@9:44 AM
Thursday, April 22, 2010;
the sky is filled with gloominess today.
it is so grey , no light could pass through
with the lightings striking one after another
reality really sucks =x.
i want to sleep and just continue with my sweet dreams.
when you dream of something so sweet and wonderful,
you wake up happily to find out that it was just a freaking dream.
the feeling really suck hardcore
this world is just so practical.
there is just too many bad points about living in this world.
the ozone layer is detiorating, the condition of the air now is worsening,
the icebergs are now melting at a much faster rate compared to the past
causing in the water level rising,
the rate of natural disasters ocuring has increased tremendously.
the world is coming to an end.
knowing/finding out/realising something that you don't like keep repeating itself,
it doesn't feels good at all...
and if anyone were to ask me if i had any true friend,
i will answer "only 1".
Labels: the sky is so gloomy today.
fakeasmile@5:30 AM
Tuesday, April 20, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
dammit!!!
i and vick went down to bishan today pertaining to our D&T project, took bus 52 from jurong interchange all the way to bishan interchange...
NVM!! after that...still went down the wrong bus stop...
NVM!! after that still spend around 10mins to find the bloody place !!!
BUT AFTER ALL NVM!! IT WAS ALL WORTH IT!!!
our hard works paid off =D we got our advices from the pro uncle there xD
he gave us suggestion and oppinions regarding our idea xD
we were so delighted after we found the shop and after finish consulting the uncle
we went to Junction 8 to explore since i and vick have not been there before,
but after exploring i found out i have been on my friend sister's bf vehicle there to have my dinner at pasta mania o.o
after that we took bus 52 from bishan interchange back to jurong interchange again....and our buttocks suffered excruciating pain =x.
it was all worth it!!!!!
tomorrow got a lot to tell Mr "cool" and to improve on my prototype.
haha!! good night~
annyeong~~~
fakeasmile@8:05 AM
Saturday, April 17, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
yet it was another birthday of someone who was once rather close to me. * i think*
and ya she must have her friends to help her celebrate it tomorrow =D
haha~ envy*
and so here, i wish her a HAPPY BIRTHDAY =D
hope that her wishes will be granted and pass her O lvls with flying colour xD
and yes find a better di =D
kakakak xD
don't know what had happened to debbie today =x
she said she need a shoulder to cry on...shocked me sia -.-
luckily her bf went down asap....
well then till tomorrow...
good night
annyeong~
Labels: lonely boy
fakeasmile@11:49 AM
Friday, April 16, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
first thing first, happy birthday my dear mei!!!
may all your wishes that you wish for comes true =D
no emo-ing for you le horrr!!
enjoy your big day as much as possible as it only happens once in every year =D
sing a birthday song for you here =D haha!!
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to you~
happy birthday to meimei~
happy birthday to you~~!!
going to school tomorrow for remedial class(phy)
then going out with mum afterwards.
lalala~ life is boring ~
good night~
annyeong~
fakeasmile@10:16 AM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
DAM!! went down to bugis today with biggie vick to look for our D&T parts
and to our ASTONISHMENT that person wasn't there and+ we must have an appointment then
will we be consulted O.O...
vick and me was like WHAT THE %&%$$&%$&%&^$&%$#&^@&# !!!
screw the ^*$*%^&%$%^*#*%$#%&^($&%#*%$!!
dam the &$&^$&^^&^*^%$(^$^#!!!
and we LL went back to jurong east library to do up some of our D&T stuffs
oh ya not to mention that the aunty inside kept nagging at us -.-
she kept repeating the phrase over and over again and it was " you must hve an appointment one, if not you won't be consulted."(something near this) and she kept going on and on and on...
we were like "orh" "ok" "ok,ok,ok" "ok we will get our appointment" =="
then got chopped in our head-.- the bottle drink we bought there was SGD1.80 -.-
and it wasn't some super cool drinks...was just normal brand which we see on tv ads and in marts.
after that we were super pissed and we went back to jurong...
what a day man...
wasted my time making a trip down to bugis and that aunty only know how to repond by "no no no i don't know you must ask the uncle but you must have an appointment" -.-
i am totally speechless....
anyway...good night
annyeong~
fakeasmile@7:57 AM
Monday, April 12, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
DAM! my knee injured and it kind of affected my NAFPA abit...
only got 9points....
6more points to get a freaking silver o.o...
looks like i'm going to get a straight bronze for 5 years...
going to buy some assesment books for maths tomorrow with vick and i have to go to bugis -.-
darn...should have done it today de...
si liao la!!! die liao le...
went to get my hair done around 7:30 and was satisfied with it.
BUT!! after i took a closer look into the mirror!!!
my face! my head! it has this oval shape!!! the shape of an egg -.- aaaaaaaaaarrrrrr!!!
omg~
damit -.- my hair is super short now.
the school is the cause of it! nvm! i shall wait!
till my hair grows! good night~
annyeong~
fakeasmile@8:28 AM
Sunday, April 11, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
Errrr...the day before i went to friend outing at ECP, while on our way there...
my friend and i was lazy to make a big detour so we tried to climb over the 'green fence' and i didn't climb well and tripped and had quite a bad fall on my knees and my it bled profusely for a short time then it stopped. -.- while walking the ECP it was still bleeding.......
reach ecp le but the others whom we were suppose to meet were late -.-
so we rent our bikes and rode it first...
dammit -.- siao hor? knee cap bleeding le still go ride bike...
some more chiong bike lei...
something wrong with me la...
cycle until whole body was drench and finally friends came o.o
and guess what ? only 1 rent a bike -.-
and the rest go stone...WHAT IS THIS ?!
they were playing UNO!!!
walao!!! can't believe it la...
dammit -.- if i didn't go i would not have spent money if i had not go i would not have fallenand bled and if i had not go i could have went bugis and check something............
fck it man -.- screw it !! bad things happening like a chain....
the day before yesterday was worse -.-
haizzzzzzzzzz
when will this suayness end ???
i think it will not -.-
haizzz
good night~
annyeong ~
fakeasmile@9:16 AM
Monday, April 5, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
haiz...
it is all my fault.
it was me , my character and my attitude =x
sorry...
annyeong~
Labels: once aloner always a loner.
fakeasmile@8:31 AM
Thursday, April 1, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
life is full of lots of emotions and situations.
sometimes when you change/damage something, and you try to fix it back or try to amend it.
it will never ever go back to the original or same state when it was like at the very first.
sometimes when you want to fix it back or make amendments to something,
you might find that when you successfully/eventually get it fixed back or amended,
it is and will never be the same as before.
going to sleep already. good night.
annyeong~
fakeasmile@8:38 AM
