Saturday, November 28, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo!! *note that this post was suppose to be done yesterday*
Didn't sleep yesterday, i used com until 12am+ and i watch tv programe till around 2am then watch snsd Videos and play sa untill 6:30am then bathe and bla bla bla then went to mrt station -.=
Went to mrt station with a sleepy head...met up with online friend name alin(n00bVinn) and his friend and we took train from chao chu kang(cck) to bugis -_-
Woot!! The train ride was like... the moment we stepped the cabin, we said to ourselve "ok lets sleep -.="
thought the train ride was very long, but it didn't seem to be "that" long...
Arrived at bugis and had our precious and expensive breakfast : mac
Went to iluma and found out that we will be rotting for like 1hour + untill the match begins.
Truth is that we had to wait for 2hours+
Also helped HuiRu mei to find her squad members t she is indeed brave to find them by herself =X
My friends and i were too pissed off waiting for the compy to start so we went to chambers to lan.
We decided to cab there and bloody hell it cost us $5 just because we passed through a gantry -.-
Screw this freaking town so many gantrys, niao la...
Chambers was kind of empty yesterday?? Maybe it was to early ?? Who cares...got space play can le...
Purpose of us going to chambers is we wanted to sb(squad battle), as we 3 are sitting side by side we can screen each others come mah xD so it will be like "cheating" and easier for us to win =D
To our astonishment, we LOST...............................................
Due to the fact that there are just too many losers who are using hack!!!
Those losers should just get a life ?? Whats the point of using hack and kill when you used no skill besides aiming and shooting ?? What do you gain from it ?? Satisfaction ?? Screw you la!!!
Hack liao still can lose to us?? What is this?? go home and drink milk la okay ??
Sore losers...got killed by me and call me a hacker...
Ask them to come down chambers to squad battle also don't want...
Opps i forgot to mention that you guys were laggers, blinking throughout the whole map and game...
SI BEI DU LAN YESTERDAY MAN...SB 2 TIMES 2 TIMES ALSO GOT HACKERS...
WHAT IS THIS?? AS LONG AS IT IS A GAME THERE WILL BE HACKERS??
After losing the sb 2 times we were very mood out and tired at the same time.
Took mrt and sht my eyes for 1hour + and went home to futher sa...
Once again, Happy Birthday HuiRu mei may all your wishes come true and grow prettier as you grow xD
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood:
angry and siian
fakeasmile@8:22 AM
Friday, November 27, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo.
Out the whole day today...
Went ah mah house to have dinner though i ate long john le...
Oh my tian...my ah mah cooking is the best in my eyes!!! Those chefs can get their job changed le okay !! xD haha!!
Online SA and carried out my duty as a Vice. I and squad leader have decieded to have a squad outing.
So i online to gather their contact number and also asked for their suggestions, the out come was rather fruitful xD
Two person wasn't willing to give me their contact number though >.<
They suggested a lot of things. =D
It was rather fun at the same time irritating...
YAY~ GOING SAGC TOMORROW xD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIRI MEI(SALOVERR), WHO SAYS NO ONE IS GOING TO CARE OR REMEMBER??
I REMEMBER!! HAHA TOMORROW SAGC MEET AND I BUY YOU A SMALL BIRTHDAY CAKE AND I WILL SING BIRTHDAY SONG FOR YOU TOO xD
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood: sian
rotting outside...
fakeasmile@7:26 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo^^
Sorry ducky and huiying...
Aish...suppose to do some meaningful thing today, but ended up playing game the whole dam day due to the fact that my mother is angry with me as i have been going out consecutively for 1week?? o.O
Well...that doesn't really make any sense to me..
I'm here rotting at home for like...fomr the starting of the holiday till last week ??
I hardly get the cahnce to go out -.- and lucky me huiying ask me to go do some volunteer work, thats how i gotten some life.
And now my mother ask me not to go out -.- and stay at home to rot -_-"
Then xiong(joseph) sent me a message and told me something*, asked for my mother consent.
Guess what ?? She told me to ask my father for his consent -.-
I was like...ask him might as well don't think of it le ??
I kept pleading her and hope i can persude her and chage her thinking.
Still ultimately she wasnt me to rot at home -.-....
I am totally speechless.
I will much more professional than pudge at rotting le...but before rotting someone please sponsor me 100 charges of bloodstone?? Or 6 vanguard please thanks.
Anyone have any job opp to recc ?
I did rather work my @rse off outside than to stay at home and rot -.-
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood: sian
fakeasmile@10:08 AM
Monday, November 23, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo^^
Had a very delicious and easily self made dinner today xD
it was a creamy soup and toast, the toast had 3 flavour o.O.
One was garlic bread, plain and cheese O.O
Mmmm~ yum yum~ so nice xD
Had 6 pieces of toast o_o and a bowl of that soup xD
Mummy thank you for the delicious and filling meal!! xD
Going to enslave myself with huiying,ducky and mingshi(maybe) tomorrow -.-
Going to brace myself for those nonsense that Sister Florence going to give us...
Annyeong Kaseyo, Annyeonghi Jumuseyo.
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
BORING TO THE MAX. ROTTING AT HOME.
Mood : emotionless o_o
fakeasmile@9:29 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo!!
Aish...couldn;t have a proper sleep, father kept on calling me to wake up...
Suppose to be family day today, for me.
>>x2
Went to meet my jie and pass her her birthday present then went to take bus to amk hub and wait for friend.
We both hesitated a lot on, if we should have our ear pierced at amk hub 77th street or woodlands...
After struggling mentally for 5mins, we finally set our minds to it xD We had our ear pierced at amk hub, i was the first since i had " experienced " it before -.-
No sweat la xD haha jkjk =D
As for dear jj ~.~ even bfore having his ear pierced, his eyes was red like alost going to burst into tears de...
Then finally when finish piercing his eye balls were watery o.O
I told his upteen times it was not going to be a bit painful except for the part when the stud goes through your ear and he didn't listen to me...instead he listen to those friends of his that scared him -.-
After that we went lan-ing xD wakaka!! Sadly Ben and teck could not make it TT TT.
so we both left for the lan alone TT TT, we played L4D2( left 4 dead 2 ). IT WAS PURE RUBBISH!!
THE ZOMMBIES JUST RUSH YOU LIKE SOME MUTER FAKERS. THERE WAS ONE WHICH HOPPS ONTO YOU AND SCRATCH YOUR HEAD FOR YOU FOC ( jockery ) , AND THERE WAS ANOTHER ONE WHICH RUSHES TO YOU AND KNOCK YOU DOWN, PICK YOU UP AND SLAMS ON THE FLOOR LIKE NOBODY BUSINESS( charger ) and there was a lot of new weapons(ak, sg, riffle sniper, and added laser for extreme acc) including meelee weapon( katana, axe , baseball bat and a crobar ) which is new o.O
Jj and i found L4D2 super lame after like 2 stages?? So we played dota!! wooo!! 1month + nv playle...
Got pawn like shyt and my last hit is CRAP??
Had chicken rice for dinner, its tasteless and its so little...then rushed for mrt.
Then?? Home sweet home~
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood: happy
fakeasmile@6:31 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo!!
Met up with ben(bd boy) at J Cube(lan in douby ghaut) and waited and rot there for 3hours+ then alvin(potential ah beng) came and then Zheng Hui(Mr Lame) then Teck(taopok king) and Ven(lao tiko).
Skip the lo so part >>x2
Went to breaktalk and bought our dear birthday boy(Benjamin Peh my online friend) a birdday cake, the name of the cake(chocolate forest if i am not wrong) was much more delicious then the cake itself!!
The appearance seemed so nice but the content suck big time!! Well...learnt a lesson, do not judge a cake by its appearance ^_^
Then worst is that we didn't have a place to cut the cake -.-....ya...don't even have a spoon/fork or plate ~.~
Luckily a good hearted food stall aunty supplied us 6 plates and 6 spoons and a packet of tissue ?? o.O
KAMSANHAMIDA AHJJUMA, MIANHAE WE DIDN'T LEAVE A PIECE FOR YOU!!
Then we packed up the mess which we made and we went to CHAMBERS(a lan) to play ^_^.
Here are some silly moments which i took down for memories xD
ven trying to help out with cutting the cake.

how the cake look like originaly.
ROFL!!! the pictures are not in sequence!!
We (Ben, Ven, Zh, Alvin, Teck and me.) singing ah ben his birdday song xD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU x2
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BENJAMIN~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
our birthday boy Ben making his wish xD

cutting his cake xD Can see he is very in experienced xD haha!!

FAIL!! EPIC SIA!! THE CAKE RATIO IS TOTALLY UNEVEN!!! SOME BIG SOME SMALL!!

shesh...Ven is picking on the cake le !!

another picture of Ven trying to help cutting the cake as he doesn't have a choice!! xD he was the person who took F&N!! WAKAKA!!

the very first peice for our birthday boy xD

the hard working Ven making the cake into servings of one person each xD xin ku nin le Ven =D

Alvin enjoying his piece of cake xD

and finally Ven got his chance to have a taste of the cake =X in other sense is rest xD

HOW UNGLAM CAN VEN GET??!! OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!! UNGLAM VEN !!
HAHA!! I HAVE IT POSTED LE xD YOU ARE A GONER!!!
sorry about the pictures and the labels >< its all screwed up -.-
Overall hope birthday boy BEN PEH enjoyed it xD Though the outing was alittle bit fail la > <
Going to meet jie tomorrow =X wonder what will happen o.O
Okok...very late le. shall post again tomorrow xD
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood: happy at the same time sad.
fakeasmile@10:30 AM
Thursday, November 19, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo ^^
Went to pool today played for 1hour and the freaking rain just kept pouring -.-
Totally screwed up our day, plus huiying seemed moody this afternoon >< didn't know what happen.
Worst have yet to come. I went home after getting myself half drenched and i didn't care but just swtched on the computer and online sa.
Went for squad battle(sb) and guess what ?? Our opponent were hardcore laggers -.-
Their ping just remained red to orange to yellow. Screwing up our match as they tanked all of our bullets, were moon walking and teleporting.
We lost as we didn't have much teamwork and were not paying our full attention.
So to summarise how we lost, due to the fact that those muter friggin laggers and our lack of teamwork.
Was given a tongue lashing by my vice and demoralised a lot -.-.
Mianhae ahjigu(squad vice)...mianhae snsdlovers(squad) i made you guys lost -.-
i'll continue to train my riffle skills and practice more on the team spirit, though you had demoralised us a lot while we were in the battle. We tried our very best.
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood: happy at the same time sad.
fakeasmile@6:42 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009;
ANNYEONG HASEYO ^^
My apologies for not posting for so long...
Actually i wanted to post yesterday, but my father reminded me the time again...
yup...was kind if irritating and so i switched off the com. -.=
okok i shall combine what had happen yesterday and today ^^ It is going to be a very long post =)
Yesterday.
Huiying told me that i should join her to do some vouluntery(sorry for the spelling error) instead of staying home sa-ing all day. So i went ahead with them(ducky and LMS), we met up at jurong interchange at 51 bus stand and as usual i was late -.-...
>>x2
We reached Aljunied Mrt station and we took bus 100 to the place which we still have to do some walking.
When we reached the place, we were told to wait -.- and ya boredom comes in to take effect. We wait from 12 to 2 or 3 i forgotten. YA thanks to that SR(sister) FLORENCE...we waited so long...
>>x2
After we were introduced to those kids and were told of what to do, we went and procced with it.
Ducky and Huiying were told to helped out two student with their respective works.
those 2 student were name eileen(good girl) and jimmy(little imp).
Ming shi and i was told to do some packing to their reading corner, where we found ourselves mad at those kids and tired -.-
Those books were placed all over the dam place!! English books, bibble and Chinese books all mixed up.
Though it was tiring but we enjoyed it a little bit while reading those books and sorting it out ^^
Alright. I shall show some pictures of our work xD

What Ming Shi and i have done xD (2nd row)

Done by me. (mid btm)

Done by Ming Shi. (2nd row)
Hmm...both Ming Shi and i was rather satisfied xD Btw Ming Shi's work is so bad!! Mine is better!! xD
After we had finish, Ming Shi and i went up to find Ducky and Hui Ying, where we meet jimmy and eileen.
Ducky was having a very very very hard time teaching that little devil jimmy...when we went up to see what was ducky he asked us to teach him instead o.O. Well...ming shi and i took over and we finally understand why ducky gave up. That little imp couldn't read aloud, couldn't spell, wasn't giving in his 101%, wasn't givng his attention to us, sweared when he is fed up and is very easily distracted.
Ming Shi who found him so cute and lovable kept feding him with answers and giving him too much comfort...so it made me look like the bad person...as i was to one who was literally drilling him. Trust me to drill someone when i myself am a failure -.- okok maybe i didn't want him to end up like me ?? + he doesn't have any respect for his elders!! Omg..that totally pissed me off....i felt like giving him a piece of my mind but i think i didn't have any rights to do it.
As for eileen she was a very quiet and doesn't really need us there to keep an eye on her. (unlike the eileen in my class -.- ) okay... i have finished revising the main things that happened yerterday.
Today.
We waited again...as we arrived at the time when they are having their lunch -.- from 12-2pm...
As ducky,ms,hy didn't have their breakfast and they didn't want to eat those food sold at the Mrt station. They bought food from the scool canteen itself, and guess what?? The SR FLORENCE suddenly appear after they had bought their food and were ready to settle down and said : " wow! you guys are eating in this canteen?? thats good, the food here are cheap and nice ". After ducky,ms,hy took the first mouthfull the expression on their face was hilarious xD At first look the canteen wasn't a place to even dine at, the stalls were not even promising ad the food is worst....though the quantity is the same as our secondary school the quality isnt there...
Ming shi managed to finish 3/4 of the bowl of soup kway tiao, ducky gave up his fshball soup to hy as she is having a hard time trying to even eat the curry noodle. I was laughing like mad while they were eating xD
Oh yes! not to mention that, there was this irritating old hag who keep harrassing us. She told us to buy the food in the canteen and bring it over to the guest dining place -.- and it wasn't just once but twice...the second time she came she just gave us her piece of mind = = i couldn't be bothered so i just walked away and ignored her naggings...
So we have concluded that the SR FLORENCE ISN'T TO BE TRUSTED!! First she told us that the school canteen food were cheap and nice. Secondly she told us that we could sit in the canteen and consume our food. IT WAS ALL PURE LIES!! SCREW YOU!! LUCKY I DIDN'T BUY ANY FOOD FROM THERE!!
>>x2
SR FLORENCE came and told us that we could go up to the class already, instructed us this and that blah blah blah ~ and gave us cardboards to do some art pieces out of it.
She told us that she wants us to cut out shapes of money tree leaves and dolphins from the cardboard...
omg...dammed her -.- WE ARE NOT YOUR SLAVES -.- YOU FREAKING ASK THIS ASK THAT, SAY THSI SAY THAT. LIKE FREAKING EASY...THEN USE THE COMPUTER WHILE WE WERE WORKING OUR @RSES OFF.
BLOODY *<(TOOT)>* LA YOU...
Ducky, me , ms and hy were like...wth?? -.=
We quickly split up and did our respective parts in this freaking slavery
I marked out and cut out the amount of space needed for a bloody piece of that fake leaf would need and cut the shape of the outlined leaf drawing.(when ming shi went to play with that little imp -.-)
Ming Shi traced out the shape o the dammed leaf.( half way done and left right after jimmy entered the classroom when she heard his voice)
Hui Ying traced out the shapes of dolphins, and helped some cut the outlined drawings too
Ducky was cutting the outlined drawings and was faster than anyone of us.
Then the Florence came and told us that we need to paint those dammed drawings -.-. So she really think we are there for slavery??!!
Well...do we have a choice ?? -.-
The good thing is, she prepared evey thing and we just have to sit down and do the painting ^^
Okok the proccess of us painting is just too hilarious xD haha!!
I was scared of the paint touching my hand so i was like...eee..walao..yucks..EEEEEEEE. Then Ming shi who was beside me was so pissed off by me helped me painted one of the leaves^^ and even called me a ah gua hahaha!!!!
After she called me a ah gua i was determined to finish all and leave her nothing to paint!! But she did much faster than me and finished half of it -.-.
Hui ying was painting the drawing of the dolphin, she was so excieted that she painted both sides and found out later on that she couldn't leave it on the table. xD
okok...lets skil to those pictures that we painted xD yay!!
this is the one that Ming Shi painted ^^ Not bad hor?? haha!! lets give her a round of aplause ^^

this is done by me o.O looks so lousy compared to Ming Shi's one!!

mostly painted by Hui Ying xD nice right?? T T only mine is the noobiest.

ok...this is what i have done while i had nothing to do. xD

wasting the paint xD

done by Ming Shi the lamer -.-
oh ya...she told me to remember to namehim " Bobby " o.O

wakaka destryoed by me ~!

the mess that we made xD
and last but not least??!!

EVIDENCE OF

MING SHI FLIRTING AND PLAYING WITH LITTLE BOYS!!
CAUGHT RED HANDED BY ME.
WITH SOLID EVIDENCE!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!
Ok...it was a very fruitful day as well as a very tired day.
We did enjoy it very much as well as f**k up by it very much too ^^
We all went home with a heart full of satisfaction after see-ing how how much our effort have paid off xD
Going to continue this coming friday and the days that are coming, going to be good and learn from their mistake and have my lunch first before going there.
YAY!! Tomorrow is the day when ducky, Hui ying and me is going to relax~
We are going pool-ing!! Hurray!!
shall end it here-.- it is getting draggy...as i started posting at 8:33 till now.
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood: happy =D
fakeasmile@6:03 AM
Sunday, November 15, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo.
Realised why i have been sa-ing non-stop, thats because my friends are inside rather than in the real world .
Isn't it weird you would think or ask.
Well...i shall give you some examples of things which happens inside the virtual world(VW) to me which currently till now has NEVER happen in the real world(RW) for me.
1.VW. when i login into the game, at the vey least one person will say "hi" to me ^^
RW. when i login to msn even though there is about 8 people online, not even a single soul said "hi" to me ^^
2.VW. when i talk them to, they will reply happily and not being a wet blanket making people moody.
RW. when i say hi, people either ignores me or would just say " hi" and fullstop.
3.VW. they will ask me along to join them in matches and have fun together by helping out each other ^^
RW. i do not even know they have been out to somewhere else or with someone, unless i have seen their post on their blogs or they themselves told me or my other friends have told me.
So...ain't that cool?? The virtual world friends of mine treats me way much better than my friends in the real world xD!!
Well...yup. Maybe the problem lies within me myself.
Annyeong Kaseyo, Annyeonghi Jumuseyo.
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
BORING TO THE MAX. ROTTING AT HOME
fakeasmile@8:10 AM
Saturday, November 14, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo.
So sian...sa the whole day again...
My sister bought sushi back home, and i can't eat it T T how sad!!!
I can only eat noodles or porridge and ya...like fro 2 whole weeks?!...
Aish...how am i going to meet my jie when i don't even dare to talk to her on msn now.
Siian and siian and siian and siian nothing but siiansationz.
Happy 1 year old my dear tang mei, sorry ar...you have a very bad tang ge here...he don't even know your name...and didn't turn up for your 1 year old celebration.
I'll try to be there next year okay ^^ MIANHAE!!!
Annyeong Kaseyo, Annyeonghi Jumuseyo.
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
BORING TO THE MAX. ROTTING AT HOME
fakeasmile@9:08 AM
Friday, November 13, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo
Thought that today would at least have something to do and i am going to be out of house around 2:30pm, but i was wrong and was rather dissapointed.
Played sa(sudden attack) from the moment i type in my login id and password, from morning till night 12pm.
Yup...like what the dentist said : " vincent for now your chicken wings and apples will be a bit of a problem arh ". Shesh...i cant even bite on to both of my jaws let alone bite a freakng apple or tear the flesh of a chicken wing!!!
Could have at least told me that i would be eating porridge for at least 2weeks(according to eddie) right??!!
Haish...also made Hui Ling jie angry by forcing her on something which she doesn't want, but people miss her mah... So why can't she just let her didi for once??!! sobsobT T sorry jie
Last day of school le!! Woots!! I'm very happy that today is the last day of school, but on the other hand.
I am quite sad, to think of how long i am going to rot infront of my computer and the fourwalls surrounding me from morning till night.
I was told to go down to my reletives house to celebrate my " tang mei's " 1year old, but saddly i can't go.
My father gave me a tongue lashing saying that she is my " tang mei " which is the same surname as you, which is also counted as your small sister. And since thats the reason all the morei should turn up.
I was tongue tied, so i just kept quiet to prevent a qurreal from happening.
and yes, i had set a new record for my sa score. i killed 11 ppl and died 3 times out of 5 matches.
yupyup T_T the sense of satisfaction is there!! sobsob yes, i want to tank my mother, my father, my sister, my ah gong, my ah mah , my aunties , my uncles, my team mates and last but not least lao tian ye. rofl!! jkjk
Aish...it is so boring at home~
Me want to go out!! I want to go out!! Someone please bring me out of this cell!!
okok it is getting rather late. i'll b sleeping soon.
Annyeong Kaseyo, Annyeonghi Jumuseyo.
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
BORING TO THE MAX. ROTTING AT HOME.
fakeasmile@9:00 AM
Thursday, November 12, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo ^^
Went to have my braces(pardon me if spelling is wrong) put on, the proccess was rather disturbing and irritating at the same time there was a little bit of pain.
But when i reached home the worst has yet to come -.-....i couldn't concentrate on my game...the feeling coming from my teeth is very disturbing, i almost smash my computer screen. But i could only hold on to the pain, really need someone's shoulder to lean on/or a place to scream out loud now...
Worst still...i could not bite on to both of my jaws, even if i could it won't be hard.
Aish...i think this isn't the end -.- the worst of the worst always comes when it is either 1day or 2days later-.-
I can only distract myself from the dicturbance and pain by playing games and watch videos...haish...
Hope that the pain will lessen tomorrow and the disturbance will be lessen too.
ARGH!!! I am so fustruated...i feel like i want to bite on to both of my jaws but the fact that i can't i driving me mad!! And i am worried that when i am asleep tonight, i will try to do somehting to my teeth...
Aish...when will i ever find a shoulder to lean or?? I don't mind borrowing her my shoulder either.
I feel like smashing something now...or maybe just keep screaming...
Maybe i will ask my mum if i can stay outside for a night to release my stress.
Though i know that there is nowhere like home.
What to do?? I do not have any anyone to rely on, not even a friend. I am a just a invisisble being.
Annyeong Kaseyo, Annyeonghi Jumuseyo.
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
BORING TO THE MAX. ROTTING AT HOME.
fakeasmile@6:29 AM
Wednesday, November 11, 2009;
Annyeong^^
Haha!! Am so happy that when all fails to, my computer doesn't!!
Yay!! Love you so much man my dear computer muack muack muacks!! xD
Ok...i'll be continuing to face the four walls and my computer tomorrow and the day after and the day after the day after and the day after the day after. =)
I guess only my computer knows my feeling xD
Shesh...fail sia...only my computer knows my feeling. Aish...epic lo xD
okok father have been telling me the time since 11:55pm gtg le. xD
Annyeonghi kaseyo, Annyeonghi jumuseyo.
i am always alone. nobody every notice my exsistence. =(
SNSD , SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOUR BALLS.
SIIAN TO THE MAX.
fakeasmile@8:29 AM
Tuesday, November 10, 2009;
Annyeong ~.~
Aish...facing the four walls and the screen of my computer from morning when i wake up till night when my father keep reminding me of the time, isn't really good -.-".
Got to find something to do instead and fast!!!
I am going to be bored to death...
Extracted my 4 tooths yesterday, could not eat anything...my mouth kept bleeding...till today morning still got alittle bit...finaly could eat some porridge and then some instant noodles.
Practically sa the whole day...how life-less can i be ehs??
I am determine to learn how to play a song with a guitar which i will be buying, buy myself a headset, learn how to speak korean, lose a lot of weight , grow taller and get a job which can support my holiday life -.-.
Just realise that as the time goes by, people change along with the time, be it good or bad.
I have just realise how it feels to be left alone at home facing the four walls and the computer screen of mine from morning till night. i finally admit that i have got no true friends/close friends...i was always alone.
Untill someone needed my help then my exsistence was acknowdge, other than that i as just a transparent being.
Annyeonghi jumuseyo, Annyeonghi kaseyo.
SNSD , SUPER JUNIOR HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOUR BALLS!!
SIIAN TO THE MAX.
fakeasmile@6:19 AM
Sunday, November 8, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo^^
Today was my " family day ", we actually planned to go to the...don't know what marina thing-y.
But...sadly we didn't as the weather was rather unreliable and it was getting late.. Instead we went to the "OG" located at "Peoples Park", bought quite a number of items ^^.
Was rather tirng choosing the items we wanted, but when you found your desirable pattern or colour.
The sense of satisfaction is there xD yup yup^^
Bought a slipper for my mum as a birthday present which was suppose to be a long long time ago, what a son am i eh??
Intended to buy a pair of shoe for my sister as a early birthday present. But! She requested for a headset!!
Aigoo...i don't know where am i going to find that money to buy her that headset and ain't her appetie BIG?!
I still got my own headset to settle and here comes another one -.-...
Alright...no point whining or moaning...i have got to find a way to buy her that birthday present of hers...
Aish...still got school tomorrow, and i have not done my homework.... Am in deep shit -.-"
Why does all the things i want to buy is all so expensive!! >:(
Aish...why bother to write so much when nobody reads?? o.O
Ohh ya..it is for my own benefit. So that i can review what happen on that day. xD
Annyeonghi jumuseyo, annyeonghi kaseyo.
SNSD AND SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOUR BALLS!! =)
SENSESATIONAL xD
fakeasmile@6:40 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009;
Annyeong^^
as usual i am rotting at home infront of my computer^^
aish...jialat jialat!! my dentist app clash with my working day...
what am i going to do??!!
today wanted to go pei my laopo (bball court), but she is taken le!! T T
what to do?? continue to use computer lo....
okay...my holiday sucks...i know.
annyeonghi jumuseyo, annyeonghi kaseyo.
So Nyuh Shi Dae and Super Junior Hwaiting!! Bball Rock Your Balls!!
Siiansationz
fakeasmile@7:23 AM
Friday, November 6, 2009;
Annyeong ^^ ( didn't sa today xD )
i don't know if i am scared or am i excieted that i am going to have my 4 tooth plucked...
i think ultimately i am scared of it, but at the same time i am somehow excieted -.-...(makes no sense right??)
then i should be working after i had plucked my teeth on tuesday, thursday and friday.
on wednesday i have to put a lot of metals on my teeth le!! mama~~
i am worried about my perfomance or should i say how i am going to be after i have had my 4 tooth pluck.
as the next day i would be working...
ok...just by having these metals in my mouth is irritating me le...not to mention about the full proccedures...
today school was like superb boring...i got socldings and scoldings and scoldings...
well...what to do?? the stupid school wants us to go back...
what can we as a student do?? rebel? protest? go on a strike? riot?
cheh...i think we will all be chased home and no hope for promoting up to sec5 even if we did make it...
aish...only 1 word can describe my holiday ^^ which is...b _ r _ n _ .
i do not know what to expect after i had have my teeth pluck and after putting on my braces.
well i certainly hope that i will have the courage and strength to overcome that pain and awkwardness in my mouth.
and just when my mood just got better a bit. my mother being a big mouth extra calaf told my father about my job. i got a whole lot of freaking fckup question from my father...
...i just hope that my mother would just keep her mouth shut and just wish me good luck and all the best...
just when i wanted to turn in...she have to tell my FATHER...
why must you be so dam extra...WHY?!
and my father come and talk to me as if he is talking to those banglahs at his worksite.
am sry...if you want to use that kind of fckup tone and language to talk to me, i really do not wsh to reply you at all. everytime you come back home, you never fail to piss me off...
lao tian ye ar....wo xian zai zhen de kao nin le...
okok...i stop here le
annyeonghi jumuseyo, annyeong kaseyo.
snsd: dear mom, snsd: merry go round, snsd: etude, snsd: tinkerbell, snsd: honey, tiffany: by myself, sunny: ijeseoya, taeyeon: can you hear me and if. snsd hwaiting!!!
SNSDHWAITINGANDBBALROCKSYOURBALLS
SIIANSATIONZ
i am still waiting and searching for that very girl.
fakeasmile@6:31 AM
Thursday, November 5, 2009;
Annyeong ^^
argh!! i am having metals inbetween my tooths now...
and i have to get my 4 teeth pluck this monday...
just realise this metal thing is much more irritating than to the rubber bands...
ok...this is life...you got to get use to those craps...
the worst have yet to come -.-...
alright...life cant get any worst...
still i am rotting at home usig my computer till the night falls.
and yes...i did rather find a job and work my ass off...rather than wasting electricity at home...
70% of my "friends" have already found their desired job.
aish....i don't want to go school tomorrow...it is like = to wasting your life there.
okok...it is late already...i got to go liao le.
father is telling me the time again...
till tomorrow see ya.
annyeonghi jumuseyo, annyeong kaseyo.
snsd: dear mom, snsd: etude, snsd: merry go round, snsd: tinkerbell, snsd: honey, tiffany: by myself, sunny: ijeseoya, taeyeon: if and can you hear me. SNSD HWAITING!!!
SNSDHWAITINGANDBBALLROCKSURBALLS
SIANSATIONZ
fakeasmile@7:53 AM
Tuesday, November 3, 2009;
ANNYEONG!!!GUESS JUST LETTING XIONG KNOWS THE URL WOULD BE UNFAIR BA ><
I AM SORRY I CHANGED THE URL, AS I WANTED SOME TIME ALONE WITH MY BLOG.
IMMA HAPPY BOY TODAY THX TO HL MILK (HOE LOON)
RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL I AND HIM WENT TO HIS HOUSE TO DOWNLOAD LOAD AND LOADS OF SNSD MVS!!! WOOT!!
IT WAS MADNESS!!! MY VIDEOS ROSE FROM 13 TO 43!!!
OMG!~
THIS WILL BE MY HAPPIEST TIME OF MY HOLIDAY!!!
AFTER THAT WE STILL PLAYED BBALL, GOSH!! IT HAS BEEN QUITE SOME TIME SINCE I HAVE PLAYED TILL SO ENJOYABLE.
TO SUMMARISE UP MY DAY TODAY.
IT WAS FANTASTIC!!!
I HAVE NEVER FELT SO HAPPY FOR A LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG TIME.
HOPE THERE WILL STILL BE SUCH CHANCES.
OH YA...NOT TO MENTION I PLAYED BLACKSHOT TODAY WITH PEIKIAT AND GOT THRASHING FROM HIM -.-. CHEATER!! USE GRENADE USE ALL TYPES OF WEAPON WHILE I JUST USE A PATHETIC UZI AND MP5.
OK...BLACKSHOT AIN'T FOR ME ALITTLE BIT.
OKOK I GO BATHE AND THEN GO TO BED AND ENJOY ALL THE MV I AND HL HAD DOWNLOAD TODAY!!!
YAY!!! AM SO HAPPY!! I AM OVER THE SUN!!!
ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO, ANNYEONG KASEYO.
snsd: dear mom, snsd: etude, snsd: merry go round, snsd: tinkerbell, snsd: honey, tiffany: by myself, sunny: ijeseoya, taeyeon: if and can you hear me. SNSD HWAITING!!!
SNSDHWAITINGANDBBALLROCKSURBALLS
SENSATIONALZ
fakeasmile@5:30 AM
Monday, November 2, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo.(wakaka still nobody knows my new url xD wakaka!!!)
from boring > v.boring. soon...soon it will be super boring.
screw the freaking mobile school destist, banana la!!
i woke up so early to go there and you guys are closed??!!
go eat shyt and die okay??!!
%$&%#&%#^!!!
im trying not to swear, so i am using those signs and fruits instead.
ARGH!!! i have to have my tooth plucked soon!!!
how pitiful eh my holiday, staying at home all day long.
watching videos from 2/3pm till 9.20pm to advoid rotting to start.
maybe i should just take this chance to go all over singapore to go to all those shopping centres which i have not been to??
AND YES!!! TO FIND A JOB ASAP STARTING FROM THE 13TH OR MAYBE LATE A BIT IF THERE IS NO CHOICE.
aigooooo need to resume my bball life le la...die-ing out le...
all because of the repainting of the bball court la....stop my bball life from progressing.
aish...i think i have to go shoot 200 times to find back my feel again...
i have been wondering how does it feels like to be loved or loving someone.
loving someone should be rather troublesome ehs??
being love should be sweeeeeeeeet and enjoyable ehs??
aish..............................most of my friend found someone to love and is being loved.
me?? o.O i don't even have someone in mind -.-
why is that so?? i also don't know...
is it because of my personality?? is it because of my physical appearance??
if there is any kind people out there is kind enough and is willing to tell me, i am willing to listen and try to change.
aish...the feeling of rotting at home doesn't feel good at all....not at all...
btw...what or how, do you consider someone is your friend??
rather curious ^^
awwww....i want to know the feeling of being loved and loving someone.
when will that happen??
well...let time tell us then.
okok this post is getting draggy....i shall end it here then xD(aish...only 1 word can express my feeling now which is? up to you to fill it up ^^)
snsd: dear mom, snsd: merry go round, snsd: etude, snsd: tinkerbell, snsd: honey, tiffany: by myself, sunny: ijeseoya, taeyeon: can you hear me and if. snsd hwaiting!!!
SNSDHWAITINGANDBBALROCKSYOURBALLS
SIIANSATIONZ
fakeasmile@6:21 AM