Annyeong Haseyo.
zzz siian...was reminded of my secondary one life...
come to think back of it...i have gotten over it le. but the hatred is still with me...
i was condemed for 1 whole year...
for the whole of my sec 1 life was go to school go back home
till sec 2 i still continue doing that...untill some time i started hanging out with my classmates.
and it was all because of a girl...
i seriously can't bottle this grudge i had with her now that i was reminded of...
haiz...i can't believe it la...
she is the person who cause my misery in school.
well...i think it is all over le la...
fuck everything la...i don't give a fcking dam le la...
my existence is only acknowledge when someone needs my help or something from me.
screw those fcktards who always ignore my existence and when i have something that want they will open their mouth and ask from me...
cao chi bai -'- -.- -'-
whatever la!!! knnbccb...
annyeong....chaljayo
anyway........snsd have another new song!!
it is call show! show! show! omgomgomg!!
i show you all the video!! ( well applies to anyone who cares to read. )
dam is it nice!!! i love it!! wooooooooo~ i love snsd~
snsd noonas saranghae~ <3
btw you have to wait for 15secs for the exact video to start.


fakeasmile@5:39 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
so siian urh...
i am already slacking off le...
i must maintain my attitude at the starting for the year...
must not slack too much like last year...
lalala~ today ddin't go to school...
need produce mc but i didn't...
well screw you la...heck care...
tomorrow have to go to school again too...
argh...my senior eyes is bigg~ gosh...girls with big eyes are prreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeety ^ ^V
annyeong! chaljayo~
pink colour rocks and snsd jjang!!

fakeasmile@7:02 AM



nnyeong Haseyo!!
long time never post le...
sorry for not posting for so long due to some problem with my computer...
i bought my headphone le~~
yay~!!
happy thing is of coz i bought it liao le, sad things is i am officially broke TT TT.
the headphone cost me $89...
it was baby pink colour~ woooo~
went to the concert held at @rseplanet which our school band performed at.
though i don't know how to appreciate such things but i seirously did enjoy it.
btw thanks a lot for helping me get the very front seat plox...
anyway our school camp started today, i didn't went for camp but rather went for school as usual...
going to continue this till friday.
finding things super siian.
omg this colour rocks!!
haiz if only it could be lighter a bit
can't wait for SNSD's new mini album to come out!!
annyeong~
omg!!! just found snsd's new song just now after i posted not long!!!
I DON'T GIVE A FREAKING DAM IF YOU LIEK IT A NOT.
THATS YOUR PROBLEM.
BUT I ADMIT THIER HAIR STYLE AREN'T THAT NICE WHILE TAKING THE POM POMS WHILE WEARING PINKISH, STILL I LOVE IT + THEY ARE WEARING PINK LEI!! MY FAV COLOUR!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! SNSD <3!! FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!
HERE IS  THEIR MV!!!


fakeasmile@12:47 AM



Annyeong Haseyo
currently as xiong's house posting
there is no tittle as joseph ng told me not to put as he said my tittle is lame and it should be explaining what i am going to say afterwards, so he told me not to put the tittle.
finaly found someone that has the same surname as me ^ ^V
and she is my gan jie ^ ^V
haha she is very funny but at the same time dangerous....
lol no worries hui ling jie you still be my best gan jie ^ ^V as your the 1st and the closest ^ ^V
computer still can't use...
super siian now...my hair have to grow back before new year!!
and i want to buy a headphone asap.
lalalalaa dnt is driving me nuts...maths have so many homework...english i also have not done yet...
am so dead ^ ^V
off to play bball.
annyeong.

fakeasmile@2:14 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
dammit...i cut my hair just now and my hair now is so freaking short...
screw rafeek ?? that dog...
who cares if you have to do that shyt job, you can choose to be a bit more understanding right ??
fak you muter faker...
super siian in school today...
hope for something better to happen to me.
siian la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! faking muter faker!!!
haiz....i give up...
annyeong.

fakeasmile@4:37 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
WTF?!!! THEY FOGGED THE DAM DDUSTBIN...NOW THE FREAKING ROACHES ARE GOING TO SCATTER AROUND...
MUTER FARKERS!!!!
reconciled with mother yesterday and i don't know how.
anyway it is a good news.
currently now using mum's computer.
can't go find my ais friend in dota.
so sad TT TT i can't think of life without computer for 1year...
well never mind i shall take this chance to TRY to focus on my N.
siian...stupid friend go say i pangseh him because of gf...
i admit i really hope, i really wished and i really want to have one but i don't have okay.
whatever la...
i am going to develope 29 pictures later at market there.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~ my computer~~~~~~ -'- -_- -'-
dam dam dam dam dam !!!
this year i predict will be more suay and cham than last year...
there are more unwanted happenings which i don't know is prepared for me le...
being a sec 4 again have its good and bad, but mostly are bad for me.
finding somebody without gf to live with next time ^ ^V haha!!!
Annyeong~

fakeasmile@12:44 AM



Annyeong Haseyo
currently at xiong's house using his computer to post
haiz...mother took away my phone and my com is being tampered with.
life is so meaningless without my phone
i feel so siian.
got to go.
swimming ^ ^V
haiz...

fakeasmile@12:47 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
lala la la lala la la vincent's world, lala la la lala la la vincent's emo world ^ ^V
so siian in school today
something happened in school in the canteen during our reccess today.
just saw my photographs when i was very young and found out how fat i was.
how "style" my hair was, and how "black" i was.
haha!!
haiz those old memories can never be retreive back ever again.
in the photo i was like some freaking fat @rse...and my hair was super duper powderful~
i saw tim, i saw ha mi xing, i saw huiying and i saw ducky.
a very big change in all of us, the girls have grown much more pretty or become more ah lian
and the guys have either been more handsome or more muscular.
time flies~
lala la la lala la la vincent's world, lala la la lala la la vincent's emo world ^ ^V
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: sian.

fakeasmile@6:37 AM



Annyeong Haseyo. ^ ^V
lala la la lala la la vincent's world, lala la la lala la la vincent's emo world ^ ^V
am a happy and contented boy tonight. ^ ^V
jiaxin noona i hope you get into tourism and enjoy your stay in that course!!
fighting!! ^ ^V
lol actually suppsoe to study in library today, then went to mac to join xiong.
no i can't study in mac =x
as a too easily distracted person, all the more i should not go to mac =x
bought newspaper today and again the news was not very interesting to me.
just know that the prices of fuels is going to rise and
the singaporeans abroad is coming back Sg to look for jobs here.
haha!!! am so happy and contented tonight!!
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: lifted muh more than usual ^ ^V

fakeasmile@6:20 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
lala la la lala la la vincent's world, lala la la lala la la vincent's emo world ^ ^V
so bored....today went to library and it was alittle bit of freezing there...
not bearing grudge easily, is it good or bad??
well...as for me...i easily forget what bad things people did to me.
but for certain exceptions, it is dfferent.
i found out that if i don't like a person or something, i'll stay a distance away from it/him/her and no or little communications will be made.(also for exceptions)
and ya last but not least i sucks and i am lame.
got to go le...haiz...my life sucks. i know...i know...
there is so many people's life out there is worst than mine, but i just don't like mine.
woot!! joseph if you think your taggy is dead well...you might want to look at mine ya ^ ^V
lala la la lala la la vincent's world, lala la la lala la la vincent's emo world ^ ^V
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: sian.

fakeasmile@6:25 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
Went out with family today since father did not work.
quarrel with my mother very oftenly this few days.
something is very wrong -.-
haiz...
siianz...
i don't know....
omo...i love my new added songs in my playlist ^ ^V haha!!
woooo~~ woooo~ lalala~ lalala~
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: sian.

fakeasmile@7:39 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
lalala~ spent $10 on 5 things today in popular...
thx mingshi who tried to cheer me up abit and taught me alittle bit of maths.
and yet it was another siiansational day.
hope i can come back early tomorrow and go swimming.
and i was lame ^ ^V no no, it is i am lame* yup ^ ^V
very late le....need to go and sleep liao.
time will explain what i wanted to explain.
wonder whats stalled for me tomorrow. o.O
lalala~
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: sian.

fakeasmile@11:51 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
am i really so unlucky??
its just the starting of a new year and just pass 6 days only
and didn't seem to have anything good happening to me...
i didn't go to school today as i had a dental appointment and i went to play bball with xiong and his friend afterwards.
while i was playing the my gan mei online...whom i have been missing for 6 days....
haiz..........................................................what a timing la.....
i play bball she online...i everyday online and hoping that she online she didn't...........
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i am super siian now....
dammit dammit dammit!!! shucks! i am going mad....i am super down on my luck....
nothing good is happening to me....
siian....hope she will online tomorrow.....
haiz....siian....moodless and fedup....
fish everything on this world...everything just seems not right to me...
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: fedup...

fakeasmile@5:22 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
super siian...
went swimming after finishing my homework with xiong.
we swam like some morons...don't know this don't know that.
even a small little kid also swim faster than us...
ok...at this point of time my mother nagged at me...so i have to speed up the process.
then after swimming we went for dinner.
guess what?? we had KFC for dinner^ ^V wth ??
finish liao then we went seperate ways and home.
super siian and sad la...haiz...
people ask me to cheer up, hmmmm.....like how?? maybe suggest to me ??
every morning and night i feel super siian and sad as i am not mentaly occupied yet.
even sometimes in class i do feel siian and sad.
lalala ~ this valentine going to spent it alone emoing.
maybe should think of a good place to emo at.
my mother just TSK me. i got to go le.
i dno what he heck happen to my mother...just want to quarrel with me...
ask me so early sleep think i can meh ?? -.-
haiz...i am super siian...mother father both...then still got another person...
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: DEAD.

fakeasmile@7:21 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
so siian -.- went to school today to find out that lessons are going to be so boring...
rubbished a lot in class today, and it was about jon lin with eileen LOL!!!!!!!!!
i don't know how am i going to be stay awake...
just found out that the whole level of secondary 4 only i take D&T...
so the results of CWSS N level D&T will only be my score -.-
what the heck?? pass i sure can la..but distinction??!!
walao-.-.....siian la....what to do.....
after school i and xiong wanted to go swimming de then become play bball as the sky was kind of gloomy...
rather enjoyable. xiong bullied me TT TT he thrashed me...t
hen i thrash the other guy o.O i 7 he 1 or 0 i think
misses someone very much, though the text sent back was super short or should i say not even readable o.O
maybe is busy or what ba but....i am contented....i am....
hoping for a better day and exceiting lessons or the rest of my secondary life.
and thanks a lot jeslin for the tag, thanks for even tagging and trying, but i think it is hard.
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: empty inside and chest feeling heavy.

fakeasmile@6:25 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
Woke up rather early today to sit my father's car to school.(how lucky of me compare to others)
when i reach school my chest just got heavier, every time the amount of people in the school compound increases my chest gets heavier. and my breathe got heavier respectively too.
haiz...the feeling sucks...
my first day of school sucks...it totally sucks!!
i am going to start revising those shyts which i have to study in the library myself when teacher starts teaching.
well for the time being i can still slack ABIT, but few days later i need to give in my 100% le.
super duper siian and sad. the person who said will online in the night to pei wo didn't turn up.
mother talked to me today, she suggested that i take the O lvl too o.O
frankly speaking i have totally 0% confidence in my O lvl...
so i am just concentrating on my N lvl 1st.
wonder whats stalled for me tomorrow, not looking forward to tomorrow at all.
not even a single bit of thought....
+ i am sick -.-
woke up in the morning today and to find myself sneezing my ass off and tearing for the whole day -.-
the running nose and itchy eyes is driving me crazy...
hope i get well tomorrow...
this thursday still have to go down and pay the dentist a visit.
aish...chinca....feeling super sad and siian.
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: sad, empty inside and chest feeling vey heavy.

fakeasmile@6:11 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.
suppose to watch a movie by myself today.
but i went out with my parents instead.
after breakfast went to bishan bring ah mah to the plays where a ritual/trance is taking place then we went to queens way to buy sister's scholl shoe.
my father bought me and himself a chain for our religous thingy.
time flies when you are enjoying yourself, so it was already 4+
drove home and rest for awhile and at 6:30 we ahd dinner with my ah gong, ah mah, aunty and uncle together ^ ^V
Mmmmm~ the food was sure delicious urh ^ ^
went home and i felt rather empty....very sad inside...very very empty inside.
as if something is missing...
haiz -.- note* here my father nagged at me again -.-
haiz...can't get anymore siian or sad.
tomorrow is the day which people whom i am close to are going to start to forget me.
this year i am all on my own.
well...i am already used to it anyway.
haiz....the person who promised will reply my message didn't, said that will be online in the night didn't.
maybe i am just thinking too much, i hope i am indeed thinking too much.
lalala ~ tomorrow....the teacher is sure going to catch me for my ear holes and maybe my hair ?
shesh...my hair ?! fish you ok? it is dam short le...want see my hair before i cut?! screw yo if you are going to ask me to cut it.
haiz...siian sad siian sad siian sad.
i am going to be all alone in the class and eat alone during reccess.
this year.....i don't want to think anymore -.-
frankly speaking i don't even want to be in this New Year....i just want to whatever....i can do to skip this year...
it just aches inside....
if forgetting is unavoidable please do it sweet and cleanly thx.
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: somehow enjoyable, sad, empty inside

Labels: the soon to be forgotten

fakeasmile@6:56 AM



Annyeong Haseyo.^ ^V
Went to cut my hair today with xiong.
ahh...chinca...each visit my hair length is getting from long > okok > short -.-
and the visit today indeed made my hair super short -.-
my mother said i look like a "ah toot"
after that we went swimming ^ ^V isin't really swimming though =x
we played in the pool splash here splash there and even wrestle in the water o.O
sobsob TT TT xiong bully me!! he drag me into the deep waters and threw me into it TT TT
lalala~~ the weather is getting very warm le -.-
lalala~ had ramyun for dinner o.O
and i just night snacked jus now!! wakaka!! ^ ^V
lalala~planning to go to watch a movie tomorrow myself.
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: somehow enjoyable

fakeasmile@8:13 AM





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I am waiting/searching for that very girl.
maybe not-.-

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