Thursday, November 12, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo ^^
Went to have my braces(pardon me if spelling is wrong) put on, the proccess was rather disturbing and irritating at the same time there was a little bit of pain.
But when i reached home the worst has yet to come -.-....i couldn't concentrate on my game...the feeling coming from my teeth is very disturbing, i almost smash my computer screen. But i could only hold on to the pain, really need someone's shoulder to lean on/or a place to scream out loud now...
Worst still...i could not bite on to both of my jaws, even if i could it won't be hard.
Aish...i think this isn't the end -.- the worst of the worst always comes when it is either 1day or 2days later-.-
I can only distract myself from the dicturbance and pain by playing games and watch videos...haish...
Hope that the pain will lessen tomorrow and the disturbance will be lessen too.
ARGH!!! I am so fustruated...i feel like i want to bite on to both of my jaws but the fact that i can't i driving me mad!! And i am worried that when i am asleep tonight, i will try to do somehting to my teeth...
Aish...when will i ever find a shoulder to lean or?? I don't mind borrowing her my shoulder either.
I feel like smashing something now...or maybe just keep screaming...
Maybe i will ask my mum if i can stay outside for a night to release my stress.
Though i know that there is nowhere like home.
What to do?? I do not have any anyone to rely on, not even a friend. I am a just a invisisble being.
Annyeong Kaseyo, Annyeonghi Jumuseyo.
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
BORING TO THE MAX. ROTTING AT HOME.
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