Tuesday, December 22, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo.
OH MY TIAN!! My ah mah's curry is godly ?? o.O a chen yu for it " Ren Jian Mei Wei".
Finished a whole loaf of bread by myself the one that looks like it has a open wound de O________O
Woke up and had smokin hot delicious curry with bread for dinner again and went home.
Went in to SA with a purpose* which was! To kill my siiansationz.
In the end is?? Being pissed off and fed up.
Anyway i accidentaly logout and i felt stupid -.- but the good thing is...i felt better after looking at snsd videos at youtube.
LOL!!! I guess the only thing keeping me going in snsd??
Every time i feel either sad,angry,moodless or fed up i will look at snsd's videos or listen to their songs.
It really makes my day or comforts me in some way.
HISTORY REAPEATED ITSELF TODAY AGAIN. AND I KNOW THAT THERE IS MORE TO COME. ANYWAY I AM ALREADY USED TO IT. ALREADY NUMB-ED. WELL SUITS YOU. I'LL JUST TAKE ONE STEP BACK.
I think only xiong knows what i meant in the "caps" part.
LOL xiong really makes a good gan pa. You seriously do. i am very glad you were her gan pa. I never regret helping you send that sms. NEVER.
I salute you. <(-_-)
Seriously i salute you.
The reason you will ask?? The reason is that after you have became her ganpa she has finally became herself. She have become more open and talkative. Which is a very very very good news to me.
Shall just swear three times now with myself aware of it. F**K!! (1st)
Though i don't know how many times have i sweared unknowingly today.
haiz...siian...seriously aimless .
I am indeed very tired of living...when can you end my life ??
BUT!! Please make it short and sweet. Don't want to suffer too much.
Waiting for the world to end is just too long -.- i have to suffer for another 2 years...
I know there will surely be people who thinks i am a retard.
Well who cares -'- (-.-) -'- (2nd)
Sometimes i hate myself for being too nice to someone.
Should just hate myself instead....
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: Fucktup(3rd)
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