Friday, December 18, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo.
There is no one or anything to be blamed at but only myself.
It was all my stupid thinking and mindset...how stupid i was...how dumb i was...how senseless i was...
Just went can i wake up my bloody idea...
Just when will i be enlighted and really give in my 100% in everything i do ?
If only i had heed my friends and my parents advice...
Its all too late now...there is only 1 way left.
Which is to retain...
Vincent Wee Wei Sheng wake up your bloody idea please...this stupid attitude of yours can't go on anymore... It is either i make full good use of next year or i just quit studying and go out to work.
It is either i work hard now and have a more easy life in future or i fcking slug through it till i die.
I can fail this time. But next year is a NO.
But, i seriously have lost faith in myeslf... Where is my confidence?? Where is the old self of me??
Choices have consequences and i chose to play my sec 4 life, failing my N lvls.
Not next year...I MUST WAKE UP!! It either i jolly well wake up now or i shall suffer for the rest of my life.
Next year is going to be a very energy draining year as i won't be talking to anyone in the class and i will only be concentrating in my studies and i will ask the teacher the questions that i don't know until i know.
NO MORE DELAYING...NO MORE SLACKING...
Vincent Wee you are given a chance to retain while others don't. So please do make good use of it alright ?! HWAITING!!! AJA AJA !!! GAMBATEH!! JIAYOU JIAYOU!!! DO NOT CARE ABOUT HOW THE FCK THE PEOPLE WILL CARE ABOUT YOU OR THINK ABOUT YOU IN THE CLASS NEXT YEAR AND JUST DO YOUR BEST!! JUST SUFFER A WHILE BETTER THAN THE REST OF MY LIFE !!!
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood: regretful and feeling very stupid...
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