Monday, December 14, 2009;
Annyeong Haseyo...
AK-47 feel is back~
Wooooooohoooo~ Owned like i never owned anyone before xD
Trg21 feel rocks too !!!
sniped 5 ppl without dieing!! But of cause i hide and shoot =D
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PLEASE DO RESPECT MY WISH TY.
Realised something while using msn today, what i really need/wished or hope for was not all those electronics and stuffs...what i really wished/needed or hoped for was my surrounding/friends's attentions. i can have like 20 ppl online and only 1 of my sa friend talk to me?? Mind you it is a SA friend!! And another friend of mine whom i told her to inform me if she is going to have any outings. So that makes 2.
And ya...i got SO jealous today when my mei asked me "why ___ never talk to me de??" So what to do?? i told that person that someone wishes you to reply her...and gave him a scolding =x Also reminded him to appreciate people who talks to him and maybe he could take te initiative to start a conversation first.
I sms-ed her but she never reply and i talk to her in msn she ends the chat really fast...
Shucks.... i dont know what have gotten into me i dont know why i was so jealous at the point of time...never did i felt so uneasy and sad... For a moment i thought tears was flooding my eyes....
normally i will just wait for her repy or just play my gae until i hear the vibration my phone make, but this time i was rather very jealous... Sorry xiong...i should not have caps while talking to you just now...
well....hmmm maybe i should just stick to my snsd noonas(a boy calling a big sister in korean) who never never never fails to cheer me up and keep me occupied ^^V
My conversational skill sucks...i suck in everything...nothing is done well or perfect by me...
I'm a failure in life....maybe i shouldn't have been born into this world in the first place...why ?? why ?? why ???!!!! WWWWWWWWHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?????????!!!!!!!!!!
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any iea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
SNSD , SUJU HWAITING!! BBALL ROCKS YOU BALLS
mood:
feeling rather depressed....
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