Monday, January 4, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
Woke up rather early today to sit my father's car to school.(how lucky of me compare to others)
when i reach school my chest just got heavier, every time the amount of people in the school compound increases my chest gets heavier. and my breathe got heavier respectively too.
haiz...the feeling sucks...
my first day of school sucks...it totally sucks!!
i am going to start revising those shyts which i have to study in the library myself when teacher starts teaching.
well for the time being i can still slack ABIT, but few days later i need to give in my 100% le.
super duper siian and sad. the person who said will online in the night to pei wo didn't turn up.
mother talked to me today, she suggested that i take the O lvl too o.O
frankly speaking i have totally 0% confidence in my O lvl...
so i am just concentrating on my N lvl 1st.
wonder whats stalled for me tomorrow, not looking forward to tomorrow at all.
not even a single bit of thought....
+ i am sick -.-
woke up in the morning today and to find myself sneezing my ass off and tearing for the whole day -.-
the running nose and itchy eyes is driving me crazy...
hope i get well tomorrow...
this thursday still have to go down and pay the dentist a visit.
aish...chinca....feeling super sad and siian.
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: sad, empty inside and chest feeling vey heavy.
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