Sunday, January 3, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
suppose to watch a movie by myself today.
but i went out with my parents instead.
after breakfast went to bishan bring ah mah to the plays where a ritual/trance is taking place then we went to queens way to buy sister's scholl shoe.
my father bought me and himself a chain for our religous thingy.
time flies when you are enjoying yourself, so it was already 4+
drove home and rest for awhile and at 6:30 we ahd dinner with my ah gong, ah mah, aunty and uncle together ^ ^V
Mmmmm~ the food was sure delicious urh ^ ^
went home and i felt rather empty....very sad inside...very very empty inside.
as if something is missing...
haiz -.- note* here my father nagged at me again -.-
haiz...can't get anymore siian or sad.
tomorrow is the day which people whom i am close to are going to start to forget me.
this year i am all on my own.
well...i am already used to it anyway.
haiz....the person who promised will reply my message didn't, said that will be online in the night didn't.
maybe i am just thinking too much, i hope i am indeed thinking too much.
lalala ~ tomorrow....the teacher is sure going to catch me for my ear holes and maybe my hair ?
shesh...my hair ?! fish you ok? it is dam short le...want see my hair before i cut?! screw yo if you are going to ask me to cut it.
haiz...siian sad siian sad siian sad.
i am going to be all alone in the class and eat alone during reccess.
this year.....i don't want to think anymore -.-
frankly speaking i don't even want to be in this New Year....i just want to whatever....i can do to skip this year...
it just aches inside....
if forgetting is unavoidable please do it sweet and cleanly thx.
ANNYEONGHI KASEYO, ANNYEONGHI JUMUSEYO!!
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be facing the four walls and a computer screen from morning till night??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be so lonely in school when class has 43 ppl and you got no one to talk to??
Do you have any idea how does it feel to be left alone and left to rot at home in the holiday??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be betrayed by your best friend??
Do you have any idea how does it feels to be condemmed in your class??
I guess only little people know how does this feels unless you personally have tasted it.
mood: somehow enjoyable, sad, empty inside
Labels: the soon to be forgotten
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