Monday, March 22, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
a lot of freaking unhappy and unfortunate events had happen this year...
getting from bad to worst...from last year which was liek shyt already..to this year
fckup year -.-...
i feel like crying it out -.- but somehow the feeling doesn't really make me want to cry.
more liek breeding/bearing a hatred and loneliness within...
i thought i was he best friend, i thought it would at least last till the day we leave our secondary school life...
but the truth is no.
imagine few months back you were liek best buddy with him and now is like some school mate only ?
hah. maybe i am destine to walk the path way myself.
maybe it was my fault that this happen, but i don't seem to know what wrong had i did.
i am really so sick and tired of this stupid trend happening to me.
when will it come to a stop??
remembering the pass is bloody painful...
remembering what happen to me during secondary 1 when i was condemmed.
sec2 to 3 only then i hanged out with friends together after school
and actually from secondary 1 to 2 i was always going home striaght after school.
secondary 3 i ended up in a class with mixed students, from 2/6 they came to 3/7
and then i wasn't on a really good term with them already -.-
secondary 4 i suffered liek shyt -.- they were always discriminating me and insulting.
lmao! DSA...that doesn't even make sense....
drew on my table during recess and rubbng it off making it blury thinking that i wouldn't recgonise it.
dam...i just fet like punching the hell out of your face but i couldn't find the dam courage to do so.
and that girl who claimed that she was my "gan jie"....
saw me being insulted and discriminated and doesn't do a thing to help the situation?
maybe she did do or say something...
so what ?? talking,laughing away and going out with that person,
who did that to me had already signaled to me telling me that we are done.
after that i ignored you and somehow jeslin got to know about it, she asked me why i didn't talk to her.
LAUGH MY ASS OFF. i told jeslin that she didn't want to talk to me first but jeslin told me that she told her that IS I DON'T WANT TO TALK TO HER DE. (y)
so yup from last year around bfore N we never talked to each other.
and untill today she had not realise her mistake, well its not that i am restraining her from making friends with other people. but he was the one who made a fool of me and you still hanged out and laughed with him together and left me out?
ya so much for the "gan jie" part.....
lol i am somehow numb to this already.
annyeong.
Labels: once aloner always a loner.
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