Friday, April 23, 2010;
Annyeong Haseyo.
there are many types of people, with different thinking, different mind set, attitude and many more....
take for example ; some people cherish their lives but they do not have a house/ a home to stay at or live in and they really wishes to have one.
however, as for me, i have a roof over me, but i just don't like it and this life of mine.
the older i grow and the more i think...i dislike it...
maybe i have not been out to the working society and suffered a "big hit/blow"
and thats why i am disliking it now.
i seriously envies other people lives although i have almost everything which a normal human being might need or will possess, why is this so?? i also don't know...
why is suiciding in SG is illegal....
god dammit -.- people want to suicide you care so much for fuck ??
people want to die then just let them die what....
die liao still must handcuff them?
they become ghost also will not feel that they have already gained "freedom"
some times i think i just care too much of what oher people will think or how will they react and thus, resulting in me not being myself.
and i think some times i just think of something so small into something which is like a impact of an atomic bomb?
redundant isn't it ?? retarded isn't it ??
ya i know i am...wish they i wasn't born and i didn't exsist in this world.
bad/unpleasant/undesireable things just kept occuring and happening this year....
actually it already started last year, was just mild compared to what i am experiencing now.
screw everything in this world...
i just want to keep on dreaming of all the good things and hope that it won't come to an end.
BUT! Good things always will come to an END!!
the sky is still so gloomy~ i can't see the light....
good night.
annyeong~
Labels: yet another gloomy sky
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