Wednesday, December 15, 2010;
bloggy!!! miss me mah?!?! i miss you lei!!!!
sorry neglected you for such a long time...
kay arh i start whining liao le arhhhh...
(sotplug me)
MUMMY!! please la!!! can you just leave me alone a not ?!?!?!
i want to go out and socialise myself and see more stuffs can ?!?!
i don't even know where central is can ?!
and i go out with friends is to maintain our relationship...
because of you my social net work is so fcking small...
and i am like a frog in the well....
people go here go there, me lei ?? i fcking rot at home always...
people got eat this and eat that and do this do that together, me lei ?? i fcking rot at home again...
I KNOW I AM FCKING STUPID, SHORT, FAT , UGLY AND USELESS.
people birthday i buy them present then in the end my birthday also nobody give me presents...
even happy birthday also less than half a class.
I KNOW YOU FEEL SAD FOR ME AND YOU PITY ME!!!
BUT CAN YOU DON'T SAY IT OUT AND SPELL IT OUT STRAIGHT IN MY FACE ???
you think my feelings are numb ???
you think i don't know i am that fcking dumb ???
i too feel like a retard and a pathetic shyt ok ?????
when i go out with my friends can you please don't count how many times have i been with them this week??
and ya i want to buy this and buy that, i know i don't have much money...
and i know what i am buying....
and ya...my salary....
900 after cpf. owe you 400. left 500. and you still wanted me to give you half...
then what about my stuffs ???
you said i changed a lot and i am influenced by them after i mixed with alvin ven they all...
NO SORRY !!! IS I STARTED TO THINK AND I SEE ALSO. I HAVE EYES TOO !!!
if i am so fcking bloody easy to be influenced i did have already started smoking hair colour changed joined gang and you will not see me at home every day until night okay ?!?!?
yes i am not a ideal or good son, i have a lot of flaws. but compared to the others i am better liao le???
then just now when daddy come back, you started to complain and added vinegar, salt and everything bad.
and ya as usual....
father : " OFF THE COM"
me : -ignores-
-father walks into room-
asked me what is my problem.
then blah blah blah until he also bo wei gong....
thanks to my mother who anyhow added salt and vinegar i embarrassed him.
SERIOUSLY QUIT COMPLAINING ALREADY !!!
the more i grow old to more i want to keep things to myself and do things my way.
and i find communicating with you people are getting harder and harder and harder....
if i have a chance and the capital to move out, i most prolly would...
i am a useless and bad son afterall....
FML.....
fakeasmile@7:10 AM
